Case study 1 : SMS disorder

I always believe that i have very queer habbits and unnatural behaviour. I thought it will be interesting to share it here so i decided to present to you my first case of the day~!

I just realised this not too long ago. I have a habbit of not replying people's SMS or writing one to someone even though i wan to do it very much. I spent my whole journey thinking in the car while travelling back home to ipoh during the haji holidays. The traffic was a killer and it really stretched to the horizons, no joke about it. After hours of contemplation, i figure out that i just hate being kept waiting. I don like waiting for someone's reply. It takes time and it makes me feel very uneasy. I start to wonder..... "is she going to reply?" "why don wanna reply leh? Izzit bcoz my SMS is too insignificant to receive a reply?" "HUHUHUHU, that somebody doesn't even care to reply me.... :(" and stupid things like tat keep conjuring up in my mind.... sooner or later my mind will be congested wif those nonsense and it makes me feel very restless. Therefore i don like to reply so that I can avoid all those anxiety and unnecessary discomfort. Another problem is, I like to "collect" SMS. I got tons of them stored in my phone and different SMS got different meaning to me. Sometimes i just drown myself reading it before i go to sleep. Again, it makes my mind full of nonsense and again i feel restless at night. The worst thing is when my inbox starts to get real full and it takes a long time to load them and I had to be kept waiting AGAIN~!. Arrggghhhh... all this waiting is driving me nuts~! hahahhaa... I guess someone should really sound the alarm now..... *red light blinking madly* ......"CAUTION, FREAK ALERT, FREAK ALERT"..... why me?

Back from nowhere...

I stopped blogging for some time... Probaby bcoz i'm busy pouring my time and effort painstakingly constructing my Gundam figure that i bought. I seldom have such great affection for Gundams... but this little offer come over wif much surprise. Some kind samaritan was willing to sell it to me at a very low price, one which i can hardly decline. It's big.. very big and very tideous. I guess it takes a lot of patience to make out the whole picture and sadly i'm not one wif plenty of patience to spare. Somehow i got bored wif it and now here i am.... writing mindlessly. Life's been another boring event... nothing much going on... and this monotonous string of events had set it's effect on my blog as well.... I'm runnning ideas of wat to write!!!! arrrgghhhh.... anyway, since i'm gonna write something, i just wanna tell everyone who is reading my blog that i'm not really turning gay.... I've received numerous inquiries from friends, asking me about that... so i guess i ought to make a statement here.. It's just a joke. Chill~!

Wonderful weekend...

I just came back from my brother's place not too long ago and i was glad that i spent the weekend together wif my siblings. I've been getting rather gloomy these days but this weekend showed otherwise. We were walking around Subang Parade looking for some deserts and ended up in front of the Basking Robin's ice cream counter.. Hahaha, i just love ice creams... u can never go wrong wif them.. makes every moment licking them a whale of a good time. Me and my sis were gazing through the abundance of flavours available, with eyebrows arched high across the forehead.... Before i knew it, the waitress were handing two scopeful of ice creams to me~! hahaah... hmm... it is certainly hard to eat when u have two on a single cone..... i guess i looked like an innocent child while i was having my own sweet time wif it.... ( or a retard? U decide the word, just don tell me about it). Hmm.. while conjuring up many lovely memories of my childhood, all the worries that were bugging me incessantly for the past whole week suddenly vanquished without a trace. I feel great~! Rejuvenated to be exact and i'm glad that it does. I'm gonna have to sit for my mid term exams very very soon and i need all the mood that i can muster to study.. Well, i guess ice cream has a miraculous healing effect on me... too bad Baskin's ice cream ain't cheap... hahaha.. anyone care to buy me one?? pppllsss..... *wailing like a big baby* :P

Darkness sets the background for the most beautiful to shine....

My daily life is a monotonous routine. Wake up, go to campus, get tired, come back, study, then sleep.... Like a infinite loop, keeps runing about the same circle over and over again. I wonder what went wrong wif it, somehow it lost all the sparks that once ignited so much vibrant. I don't mean to make this particular article to sound depressing but i can't find another reason not to do so. I was sitting at the corner of my balcony before i decided to inch my fingers across the keyboard. Gazing at the inky dark night outside while savouring the gentle caress of night breeze, i discovered something tat had been laid out there for so long and yet i never notice. At the very end where my gaze could reach, the horizon is splited by shimmering lights. I know they are merely street lights.... and they aren't blinking... just an optical illusion but i rather indulge in the illusion... for they are such a scenery of surpassing beauty. Watching them decorating the dull night, occasionally hindered by jutted hills, rather intriguing i must say. I know i'm a boring person but i've been that for a long long time. So please no comments on that k? I guess only when there's absolute darkness that they will have a chance to shine, so do for many things in life. I believe now i'm going through that dark hour... and i believe there are still many things tat are worth looking forward to. Jasmine, if u are reading this... pls don tell me again that i'm having PMS... I'm not~!!! Be more supportive will ya, doc?

Snail mails.. they certainly live up to their reputation~!

I'm for one who seldom use snail mail. Pls don ask me why.... read from the text.... "SNAIL" Meaning it is very darn slow. Anyway, I finally decided to break the odds and post something to a very special someone in Ukraine. No secrets about the mail.. just a Christmas card. So, i tried asking DHL at first to see what they can do about the "snailing" matter. Hmm, they did come out wif a rather jaw dropping solution for me. It costs more than RM150 for my card to reach there. There aren't much alternatives left for me so i drove up to the nearest post office and seek for their kind obligation. Well, i remembered sending it on early december, hoping that it will arrive there in time.... at least not too late. Guess wat, she just received it today. *Scratch Scratch* I should have sent her a CNY card instead~! How silly of me.... By the way, i'm really glad it reached there safetly... coz there's something special included inside... Not gonna state it here.. told ya it's for someone special... so it's not going public... LOL. I think i did enuff of complaining now. As a token of appreciation, thanks post malaysia for sending my little regards to ukraine and for making her so happy~! U just made two very happy people~! Though it's late... arrgghhh... *No no no, i must stop grumbling like an old man.... everybody gonna know tat i am aging ... (>_<)... SILENCE........

Summary for the weekend..

It's been a wonderful weekend.... or should it b preposterous? or demanding? Hmm... it depends on how u look at it. I was busy shopping for the coming chinese new year and did a amazing shopping marathon from KLCC to Times Square, adjourned to Lot 10 and finally ended in 1 utama. Of course, spend a lot of money but squeezed out a lot of excitement from it. Hahahaha...now i understand why girls love shopping so much but unfortunately it is one satisfaction too exorbitant for me to pursuit. Anyway, it was very very tiring. To make matters worst, the traffic jam in KL never seem to cease. By the time we reached home, it was already 12 at night. Me and my housemates went out around 11 in the morning, so i'll just let u do the little calculation of whole many hours we spent. So for today, i'm just gonna spend my whole day lazing around doing nothing at all. Need some brief respite before starting my new week. Speaking of that.. i just reminded myself that got anther 8 am class and lab session to attend tomorrow.... Arrggghhh...... gonna be another back breaking monday again. I hate those bloody MMU plastic chairs~! I can never find a comfortable pose to sleep on them.... Smart.... really really smart people from the administration... Cruel saddists~!!!

Sunday Morning..

They say music can heal and i finally found one that really soothes my lethargic soul. My new semester just started not too long ago. Been awfully hectic and tormenting especially for some lazy over aged brat like me. However, i found something tat drives me to wake up even 8 in the morning and make myself to class. Why? Hahahaha... ur not going to believe this - Just for that few minutes in car to listen to Sunday Morning by Maroon5. I tried playing it in my room but then somehow i can't get tat inscrutable feel that i wan. Since i'm driving to campus everday, that's probably when i will b able to hear it. Hmm... there's nothing so particular wif the audio in my car but then it's just different... somehow. I love it so much.... NO no no, it should be, obsessed~! That explains my miraculous appearance in morning classes nowadays. I love the lyrics, they are so sweet.... It makes me feel how wonderful this gloomy world of mine could be. I guess gloomy it not going to be the word anymore. Oh man, i feel like falling in love again... hahahhaa.... While some of u might b thinking that i'm very sick, i really hope that it will rain this sunday morning... and i'm gonna play this song again again while singing away... Come and rest your bones with me, driving slowly on sunday morning..... wouldn't it b better if there's someone to share my affinity?

Resolution for year 2005

As usual, i will do a new resolution for this year. Let's just hope i can do better....

1. Stay young~!!
2. Don't get into situation where all my money has gone without a good reasons.
3. Don't further mess up my current grades.
4. Try not to be alone AGAIN for the coming valentine.
5. Get more toys~! cheers~!
6. Get more space for my toys~!!
7. ......... Can't think of any..........
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I guess tat's all. Hahaha, it surprises me how similiar they are compared to the previous one. Hmm.... I do hope that everything will go better and better and better and better........ Same goes to everyone reading this~! God bless..

Blessed.

This blog has been deserted for a long long time but it's time for it to get some new posts~!! It's year 2005!! Applause~!! However, while waving goodbye to year 2004, it's epilogue was one tat could hardly be forgotton by any individual. The catastrophe ignited by the recent Tsunami attack brought sorrow and dismay to many in Asia. With the staggering death toll that reaches hundead of thousands, there wasn't much mood left to usher the arrival of 2005. While mourning for the poor victims, we should be thankful of how lucky we are. Let's hope that 2005 will be a much peaceful year for everyone. Peace~!